shlou boy... or not

jolly boy, oh jolly boy
shy, loud, oh shlou lil' boy
why? why do you hold back lil' boy?
because your shy? my sweet lil' boy

or because you dont want to be loud?
tell me boy, why do you hold back?
that is why? because you shy?
i thought you were both, shlou

is that not what you are?
oh! i see, someone you love... is gone...
no? then tell me boy, why? why do you hold back so much?
you dont want to tell me. why?

is it so hard?
i thought you were jolly and shlou. are you not?
you not? i was wrong?
then what are you?

oh... you want me to stop?
but your such a fascinating topic
very well, i shall stop
whats this you say? you will talk?

wonderful? why do you hold back?
..............................
oh... i see, nothing could be as bad as that...

an outcast.

what?

shalala-...?
you? what do you want?
oh... i see...
No.

an alien!!!!!

never, not in all my years,
did i ever expect this.
it hit me, hard.
why? ask THING thats responsible.

though i doubt it'll breath a word...
never told me why,
afraid to speak?
i dont know
i do know one thing though...

its something that i've never dealt with in all my years
and i've dealt with EVERYTHING. literally.
i havent seen it in a long time
because disciuses himself.
oh but i'll know it when i see it
i left a mark on him, hard to believe, i know

now i must leave...

this world

would you be there?

what if i was lost and couldnt find my way back,
would you be there when i was found?
wha if i was hit and couldnt fight my way back,
would you be there when i finally won the battle?

what if i was one day stolen and couldnt be returned,
would you be there when my stealer gave me back?
what if something happened, something bad
would you be there wen this whole lifetime fo mine was ripped away?

yes, i'd be there to see you when you were found,
i'd be there when you won your battle,
i'd be there when you were finally given back,
and this one i hope will never come true.

but yes, i'd be there when you said your last word and breathed your last breath.

I'm here for you.

she's a slave driver

(to music and the snapping of fingers)

she's a slave driva
dont care if your sick
she's a slave driva
go to bed at 12, wake up 2
she's a slave driva
dont give ya break
she's a slave driva
10 wippings a day, no reason
she's a slave driver

(slow and sad music, no snaps)

why does she do this to us?
pleashu! thats all!!

she's a slave driver
we'll come from our graves soon
and do the same to you
no more slave driver...

my mystery

as i look in awe
something catches my eye
something i never seen before
but as amazing as my wildest dreams
i cant explain the look i had on my face
something sad, but overwhelmed with joy
now im sitting here, again in awe
i dont notice it, but there's something else
it notices me
what is it?
i dont know
i wish i did, but its a mystery
find your way back to me
please